1 Month smoke free

1 Month smoke free

Well I’ve been off sheesha for a month now! It’s the longest I’ve ever gone without smoking anything. Normally if I’m not smoking sheesha I’ll be smoking cigarettes or cigars to take the edge off.

But all that changed at the end of last year, I’ve been trying to quit for some time and haven’t been doing a good job at it. But I think the major thing that helped me quit and is keeping me off sheesha is my daughter. I want to see her grow up, see her succeed and live her life, I want to be there for her in every moment, I hope God will allow me to see it all.

So here I am 1 month as a non smoker, I can’t say it isn’t hard! I crave smoking at times, sometimes more than others! Particularly when I’ve had a rough day, but to be honest I have noticed that I don’t feel so tired all the time! Let’s hope I can stay off that poison for good.

To all those out there wanting to quit I wish you luck! And to all those that are still smoking I just hope you get the desire to quit.

Later


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Re-Birth

Wow it's been more than three years since I've posted here!

looking at my old posts and seeing who I was back then is weird, anyway to update whom ever might be strolling by here, I am now married and have a beautiful little girl.

It's strange how things work out. By the way feel free to go back and look at the weirdness that was me a few years ago.

I've become somewhat of a tech freak, and am in the process of launching a tech blog, and while I was working on the design i realized that at some point I would want to post things that were not related to gadgets and technology. I have decided to rebuild this site and use it for that purpose.

Enjoy.

Hey yall I’m posting cause:
1-I actually found time to post something
2-I can’t find anyone around me at the moment that’s intelligent enough to listen to what I have to say

Eternal Memory

I want to talk about something I read in one of my various books, it has to do with our genes.

In researching the human genome, scientists discovered that there is a specific gene that can carry genetic memory forever. This gene is passed through the mother, meaning that it carries to her children and forward.

Now I will explain why I found this so interesting, it has to do with a few theories I have (note: these are Theories people so don’t freak out on me)

Theory one: Theory of (there are no original ideas)

When reading the qura’an, specifically soorat albaqara in the section dealing with the creation of Adam (PBUH), it is stated (and god taught Adam the names of all things), consequently this means that he was shown the names of everything that is and was ever meant to be as well as the uses and functions.

Now this means Adam (PBUH) would have seen Cars, Airplanes, Trains..etc. so with the existence of a gene that can carry all memories, it is highly likely that we carry all (or some sort of derivative) of the visions that were shown to Adam (PBUH) by God. Therefore, no achievement man has ever done, was done on his own merit, rather it was a memory of the things Adam was shown. So I guess what are called innovative ideas should be called remembered ideas from now on.

Theory two: Theory of (different races)

Following on the story of the creation of Adam (PBUH), a lot of the stories on Adams (PBUH) creation state that when God molded the clay to create Adam (PBUH) he used black, yellow, & white clay. Genetically speaking if the father of humanity was made of different color clay (meaning his skin tone contained all the pigments) and Eve was made of him. It is reasonably sound that they would have the potential to produce different colored offspring.

Well that’s just what I’ve been thinking about over the weekend, what do you think?

Exploring The Continued Retardation in Kuwait

This is something that pissed me off the other day so I had to post it
Is it just me or are the people doing the road work in Kuwait getting dumber as time goes by.
Thursday night I left the guys at around 3 am and headed home (I live in mishref)
As I went over the bridge where the gas station is on fahaheel and coming down the other side I saw that the entrance to mishref (the one with the globe) was closed for road work. So I figured no big deal I’ll just loop around and enter from 6^th ring road.
As I kept driving I saw that that exit was closed too! WTF come on people I want to get home. How stupid or inconsiderate do you have to be to close every entrance to an area on one road!
Needless to say I was not happy, I had to go through a longer drive just to get home!

Lost in Translation

Well I have to say that I’m staring to get fed-up with this whole belonging thing. I mean your either Kuwaiti or your not, your Muslim or not, your sunni or shi’it, your 7a’6ar or Bedouin, your liberal or religious.

These are just arbitrary names that people created so that they can belong to a group! Why is it so important for everyone to be like everyone else?
So where does that leave someone like me?
For me as a result of having it so hard growing up being wi’ld il amreekiya (the son of the American) It became second nature for me not to fit in.
I know a lot of you other half breeds might think “what it wasn’t so bad”, well I’m happy you had a better time then I did!
But the fact of the matter is that I don’t care for the opinions of others any more.

So here’s me:

I’m Kuwaiti (yes and no)
I’m American (yes and no)
What does nationality mean anyway? It’s just a piece of paper showing where you were born; it doesn’t define who you are!
I’m so tired of everyone saying that your too Kuwaiti or too American
I have spent my life trying to figure out what the best person to be is and one thing's for sure, it's not being one or the other.
I am what I am. I do what I think is right, Kuwaiti or American has nothing to do with it!

On Religion
I’m very religious, but I listen to Heavy metal, I go to rock clubs, concerts, and nightclubs.
See the contradiction here!? And people tell me to pick a side!
Religion in any case is a personal thing between you and god how you practice it is also between you and god. So people please stop this nonsense if butting into other peoples faith and the way they pray!

To be continued!

When we return to (lost in translation) we will explore the religion bit more I believe it’s long over due!

Half a year gone

Well folks it's June we've gotten through half the year

I have an announcement, I wasn't very happy with the job I had gotten in March (I mean yes the people are nice) but they never gave me any work!

So I got an offer from another place (a bank) and well I took it. Even though I've been staying away from banks for 3 years!

I don't know whether or not this is the job I'm looking for but I have to admit for the first time in a long time I am excited!

Also I have to say that I've been looking back at how I've developed in terms of who I am as a person. Probably my biggest problem was my hurry to find love, I was in such a hurry that I was accepting things that weren't good for me (in a sense I was desperate). Then came that point when I realized this was in a sense a self-destructive habit, so I decided to find the root cause of my problem. When I looked deep into my soul I found the reason I was always in such a hurry to find love was because I had a lot of love to give, but I thought that the only way to do that was with a girl friend or a wife.
Well I realized that that wouldn't do, so I set out to find a new definition of love, one that didn't require me to have a gf or a wife to let out all these emotions, this is my new definition of love "love is the conscious decision to expand ones self for the spiritual growth of another"
With this new definition I can give my love to anyone my family, friends or anyone I chose.
That's not to say my life is all flowers and hearts :p but to those around me that I chose to be I am extra good to them.

Well I just thought I'd check in and let yall know what's going on in my life, I hope all is well with yall!

Till next time!

Why are people so retarded?

Ok people seriously now!
This might seem like deja vu to some but it's not! I'm posting this as it's happening!
I come to the gahwa to hang out with the guys talk and have a good time,
And WTF do I get? I get a bunch of guys sitting and chatting on their fucking laptops!
There's this new thing called IMVU chat and the bastereds are hooked on it like crack.
Why the fuck do these pricks have to create a 3D room so they can talk when their fucking sitting next to each other.

OH MY GOD everyone is becoming fucking retarded!

It's times like this that I understand why some people go crazy!

Here have a look

I think it's time to start looking for new friends!